It’s the middle of the week and boy am I not feeling so hot! I used to tell myself that I could just will my way to not getting sick but I think this little cold bug I picked up from work is kicking my willful ass this morning.lol. It’s midnight here in the Eastern time zone but it feels like morning because I took some powerful awful tasting medicine last night that I must admit helped a great deal. The battle in my head told me not to take a sleep aid too close to taking cold medicine so I’m up and I figured I would get a jump on the blogging. My shift doesn’t start till noon today so hopefully, I’ll find a few hours more sleep before I head into work! O.k enough bitching and moaning about how I’m sick, the truth is I have a house full of people who love me, an amazing design for my life ahead and the most powerful god in my corner so I’ll be straight!
Yesterday I still managed to run a few errands to the store and post office, it’s funny how when you’re not feeling well you just go do stuff but when you feel normal you get lazy and complacent.lol. Anyways, after running around for a few I got home and decided to get some much-needed rest and basically wait out this damn cold I have! I started doing that thing we all do sometimes when we have too much time on our hands, I started thinking back about when I started getting healthier and working out. It’s been such an amazing awakening and I feel so very blessed to be more enlightened then I was previously. I had the dream to get better but I had the wrong damn formula and anyone who knows how to build anything knows without a blueprint you are toast!
Even though I’m blah today, I still know in my heart that my future is bright and I’m on the path I really truly want to be on! People often say that life is about balance and there is some truth to that, however, the more I think about it the more I feel like life is about being unbalanced and gaining balance back. Putting yourself in uncomfortable situations to further your hopes and dreams and living in uncomfortable spaces sometimes in the name of growth and prosperity! This journey I’m on has taught me so much about myself and my weaknesses and I think it’s important to understand our weaknesses so we can get stronger and faster and better.
Nothing too big today I will be working on my Podcast and then doing some deep personal work. Then I will follow that up with some great time with the family and hopefully get some fresh idea’s for the future. My girl being the awesome person she is brought me some training tools to use on my next job and I can’t wait to feel a tad bit better so I can dive into it all! I’ve said this so many times you need a team of people if you are going to be great in life! It just is what it is because when you feel like you can’t go on or get thru they step in and up and help you with your life! I am super blessed to be able to have so many that truly care and love me that I refuse to waste all of their efforts to form me into a better man!
We are getting into the holiday season and I can feel the spirit in the air this time of year! I realize that we should be this way all the time but it doesn’t mean I don’t love the way people care for each other this time of year! We talked about what we wanted for Christmas and to be honest I just want to be able to go visit my kids that live on the Westcoast and do some traveling around this year! I really don’t need anything else because when I get to see everyone together and smiling it’s the best thing going in my life! Simply put it all leads back to family and how much I truly love and respect every single member of this group! They all have unique and interesting contributions but they are so very similar in that they fill my heart with love and joy! That kind of joy that sounds corny but doesn’t need to be wrapped unless in a hug! I want to dedicate my life to this families joy! I wish all of you and yours a fantastic time of year and many wonderful memories this holiday season!